Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 
:iconxxlostxconfusedxx:

~XxLostxConfusedxX

Why can't you turn and face
Sign up to follow this artist's work
ProfileGalleryPrintsFavesJournal
About Me Member Shadow Deviant XxLostxConfusedxXFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
Needs Premium Membership Statistics 30 Deviations
178 Comments
2,798 Pageviews

Newest

This is the New Me
by ~XxLostxConfusedxX
I'll Never Love AgainWhy would you do this to me  i dont understand  You stole my heart and took me away,  The told me you were here to stay   
You lied to me, I'll never forgive you  You told me you loved me  How could i have believed you   
im so fucking stupid  It's all over  Now because of you  I'll never fall in love... I'll Never Love Again
by ~XxLostxConfusedxX
The ShadowsThe Shadows Cover every last inch  of this small open space,  The Darkness takes over this little empty place,  There is no escaping, no running,  They all jsut sit and watch,  As your soul is being devoured  There is no more sound, just silence  You can't do anything, you have no power  what havent you done to deserve this  you've lost this battle, dont ever bother trying  Ill sit here adn watch, as you lay dying The Shadows
by ~XxLostxConfusedxX
The ForsakenMy black wings are sneaking up behind me  Satanic Silhouette  
The darkness hopes to find me  Reeking with regret  
Its shadow in the corner of my eye  Hiding me from blindness  The bird that never learned to fly  Fell to its death   
This aura that surrounds me  Is murdering my soul  The acid that is apathy  Burning out of control  Why can’t I feel it  Consuming me?  Cast into this pit  That was meant to set me free   
Falling  Burning  Wings  Broken, Seared  Cast out  By the one that I held so dear   
Precious creatio The Forsaken
by ~XxLostxConfusedxX
Browse Gallery

eh

Sat Nov 3, 2007, 2:21 PM
so things kinda suck for me right now


im confused about everything in my life...ive lost my meaning completly

i cant stand being alive. i feel like im gonna cry every waking second of the day.

i dont like my friends anymore...there all assholes. and i knew this day would come

ive lost my passion for writing..i want it back, but i dont know how.

no one fucking talks to me anymore..its like i dont exist to anyone.

dont even get me started on school. i cant fucking stand it

i think the only thing that makes me happy now is rain...

but theres still a lot of times where i question....


is there any point to life anymore?

1 Comment | Previous Journal Entries
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Say You Will-Soil
  • Reading: me write
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: trying not to
  • Drinking: i wish

deviantID

No deviantID yet.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: in fucking NY...
  • Interests: Music, Video Games
  • Favourite movie: ummmmm....
  • Favourite band or musician: Lamb of God, Sixx:A.M.
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Rock
  • Favourite artist: Rain, and my Cousin
  • Favourite poet or writer: edgar allan poe/Nathaniel Hawthorne/Ralph Waldo Emerson
  • Favourite photographer: me
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Sansa
  • Shell of choice: Turtles
  • Favourite game: Halo1 2 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBOX
  • Personal Quote: The Hardest thing to hide....is something thats not there
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever

deviantART Community Board

[x]

Comments


Flagged as Spam
Flagged as Spam
:iconwhitedoll:
~whitedoll May 20, 2006, 5:07:18 PM
Thank you :bow:

--
:blackrose: prints: [link]
:iconkendrab:
~kendrab Mar 8, 2006, 5:47:23 AM
ahhh sweet. i had mine blue. and then my mom made me dye it black. but in a week im getting it re-cut and ill have blond with redish and orangeish and black.

its a pretty sweet dye job. and ihate having a normal hair color. kdjflsk lol

--
Kendra Lee
:iconkendrab:
~kendrab Feb 20, 2006, 2:02:07 PM
what color is it now?

--
Kendra Lee
:iconkendrab:
~kendrab Jan 7, 2006, 11:24:23 PM
resaaaaaaaaa

--
Kendra Lee
:iconkendrab:
~kendrab Dec 7, 2005, 9:29:18 AM
hey i wish i could delete that comment. but i cant.

i didnt mean to be such a bitch.

i know you dont care cause your mad right now. and what not.

but i didnt mean for it to come across as it did. really i didnt.

sorry.

--
Kendra Lee
Previous Page12345...Next Page

Site Map